there are some parts of life where certain things our different with us all, take family for instance... my family has given up on me, they admited they dont love me... ive admited that it is best to give up on searching for their love. I have figured out the reason people like me at school, and they have admited it, their reasons are pathetic, but that was the word they used for me... Im life i am but a poet, a complete writer, and even at a place where thats all you talk about, I got turned away, was cast out, i dont think im that bad of a person... I know im not, i care and i breathe and live like the the rest of you, i may not have that perfect family life, but who does.. sometimes i dont get life... sure look at me because i wear black, and think differently, we all wear black at points and yes we all think differently, that makes the world.. well i guess the message of this post is just to get my feelings out, maybe to show people that Im not perfect, by far im not... I guess i give up, i admit my defeat, i said goodbye to my fake friends and am alone..goodbye
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sorry im just really hyper today so I dunno... well anyways ya
Im driving next hour, for driver education, ugh im a lil edgy cause of the fact its the first drive that im gonna be scored on, which kinda scares me....
Well anyways people if you are wondering who I am my name of course is Jamie, and Im gonna go work on the about page now! byebye....
Hi everyone, ive only got a minute so ill make it quick, I hope you all are having a good time i just got done signing up for next years classes, even though i wont be here, and im going to college this summer *imagine that!*
okay i have to shut down ill finish this later!!!
Okay something you people need to know about me, I'm cronically obsessed with online quizes!!!
I honestly never tire of them, If you know any quizes I can take e-mail me the links please!!!!
And heres another one that I took, awhile ago, this is transfered over from my old website.
If you wanna go to my old site Click
Here!!!
Hey everyone, ya go me, I finally figured out what I did wrong with my layout.. haha
So ya It finally looks right again, hope you all are having a good night =o) I know I am,
I'm a little depressed as of right now for the fact that my boyfriend Chris couldn't move up here today cause of the 7 inches of snow lol!
So while he finishes packing I thought I would get on here for a little bit and ramble on!!!!
Hey everyone,
I'm sitting in my class right now, bored out of my mind, not really able to do anything about the moment because all my stuff I was working on is at home and I had to take a shower and leave before I had time to finish it n such..
So ya, Well anyways I'd love to link your pages just tell me the page name and the url, ill check it out =o)
Hey everyone,
I'm at home right now, working a little on the page im thinking of going with blue instead of red, would love your comments on some colors to make it, one thing it has to have black as the main color... sorry, Well anyways besides the endless homework, the boring social events at my school, (which there is a link to on the right, I'm still not sure why i put it up there...), and the dramatic people who claim to be my friends, I really have nothing else going for me today... I'm so happy as of right now, my boyfriend will be moving here on the 16th of Jan.
I'm sure you people are all wondering about who my boyfriend is well heres the story...
A couple years ago I was in a vampire chatroom on AOL, seeing if I could find someone who wasn't drain dead at least to talk to.. Well his name caught my eye and I started IMing him a lot, we talked on the phone some and got to know each other real well, we seemed perfect for each other you know.. Well ya anyways we talked and we've been online dating for a year or two off and on some nothing like real serious because I live in IA and he lives in TN, well ya anyways we're really in love you know..AWWWWWW right... lol well last eurm i think it was October we decided he was gonna move up here =o)
Now I know you all are thinking.... this is just some like stupid internet crush right, well you are wrong and ill be sure to post some pics up of him sometime soon!!!! =o)
Well I better get back to doing work for school and a little pieces of nothing on my Blog! =o)
Hi welcome to my page. This was set up on January 8th, of 2003!! More writing to be added later!!!
